love fool

it’s been 3 months of not talking to each other. and yet, i still feel angry whenever i think about what has happened.

i guess i should let go already. i mean, come on. let’s just face it. love is more important than friendship. in such a case.

i cant imagine anyone who can stand being insulted by a boyfriend who generally leeches on his girlfriend. no backbone at all. and can still continue to be flirty and all…. committing mistakes and YET be forgiven by his girlfriend. how can anyone be so blind and so dumb? it really pisses me off.

and the best thing is, for all the stupid things that her boyfriend has done, i’m suppose to pay for it – at the expense of a friendship that used to blossom.

and c’mon – is it my fault that you can’t control your boyfriend? if your boyfriend wants to stray, he can stray ANYTIME, and on anyone. Okay fine, i’ll "FUCK OFF" (in ur own words) forever from your life. lives. sick lives.

and the stupid idiotic boyfriend has to message me to say "u should forgive her. if you were here u’d be pissed" Wat the?!! it’s all your fault that this has happened! damnit! and then he could still say "give her some time, she’s coming to terms with it" SERIOUSLY. she doesn’t need TIME to FORGIVE a boyfriend who betrayed her trust, and she needs time to what, talk to a friend who just happened to respond to her boyfriend’s message? did i commit a greater wrong than that idiot? and she can still say "let there be justice in this world". u studied law. for wat??

and oh, i remember, you said "I DON’T KNOW YOU". FINE! i don’t know you either. didn’t know you could be capable of being so dumb.

ya rite "never let anything affect friendship". look at my finger.

i’m still angry and mad at the both of them. i hate them! idiots! morons! GAL, U R A BLIND FOOL! never seen anyone as dumb as this.

but i can’t be friends with her anymore. disappointed. thoroughly. guess some people can’t live without a man. even if the man was the last desirable man on earth.

how many occassions have u stood me up? u call me ur best friend? no, i’m not. u only need ur dumb boyfriend. 

xmas. we were suppose to celebrate together. -gone-

movie. we were suppose to catch some movie together. -gone-

i guess i grew too close to you, that i forgot you had a boyfriend.

算了吧！没了就没了。对你而言，有没有我，并没有关系。那，我还牵挂着这份友情 for wat?