Archive for December, 2007
emo again
Posted in Uncategorized on December 27, 2007 by lmfjiangand i plead innocence
Posted in Uncategorized on December 20, 2007 by lmfjiangoh boy. this must be the worst week of 2007!!! everything i do seems to piss people off. somehow. things have not been going right.
for example, just for asking my boss to check my word, she lost her temper and slammed her notebook in front of my face.. and all my colleagues thought i made her angry. which in fact, i did not. i told her what i did, she asked again. so it’s like…. i didn’t know how else should i explain to her what have i done.. so i just asked her to look through. i mean. if she doesn’t look through and she doesn’t trust that i will do things correctly.. then…. why did she even bother asking me what have i done? isn’t she suppose to vett my work? if not her, who else? right? then she just lost it and started screaming that she is a ceo and hence she shouldn’t be testing people’s work. i think she’s a lil crazy. lost her mind. and it’s still bugging me till now.
then today, i was in class. my class was from 7 to 10pm. so at 8 plus i was really hungry. plus i think i was having gastric… so i just touched my stomach with two hands under the table and just looked down. and my lecturer thought i was smsing!!! and he had to embarass me in front of the whole class by asking me a question, which coincidentally… i was concentrating on the rumbling of my stomach… and i didn’t reply. so he asked me what does my sms say. wtf. told him i wasn’t smsing. but i didn’t hear his question either. argh. i could feel my face turning red and my neck burning. what a bad bad week!
funny thing was…. my boss treated us all to carnivore and dragonfly, a canto pub. a person of her age…. of her social class, bringing us to such a place. lol. it’s kinda funny. and the only person enjoying herself, is of course herself.
come to think of it. i hate social classes. and i hate rich people. alright. they have the ability to get whatever things they want.. so on and so for.. but i think they really suck at being humans. suck at being humane. they’re just generally not very nice people. am i right to say that? i don’t know. but i’ve been insulted so much by these people that i really……….. i don’t know what to say. gosh. idiotic.
i think sometimes when someone says something to puncture whatever little pride you have, the scar will always be there. it’s like after insulting u with really nasty things, things will definitely not go back to normal even after that sentence the person forgets everything and acts like nothing happened. he can shower u gifts.. or even buy u luxurious dinners. but a scar will always be a scar. it will never go away. and i don’t understand why some people seem to LIVE in a world where they have to insult people all the time.
i’m really depressed right now man… by EVERYTHING. and i mean everything.