staying lazy

tomorrow will be a day looking forward to… that is, if i can finish enough work for today!!! am terribly a grade A procrastinator.

alas, i’ve finished reading memoirs of a geisha. so it doesn’t stray me away. the only other distraction is of course, my bed.

anyways, i’m having a first primary school mates class gathering tomorrow. it’s a first in 7 years. how cool is that? i wonder if it’ll be another cold party. but i’m sure i can still chat with my old buddy jS.. who’s together with me in SIM! pity she can reach at like… 5 plus and i have to g oaround that time. things can’t get worse with aspiring citizens in the class. half the class went to prestigious schools like Raffles, Chinese High. and the other half? into neighbourhood schools of course. to think that in years to come, some might be doctors, high paying government officials. but nevertheless, they’re still as human as i am. but i’m just allowing myself to fall into a pool of inferior complexity for a short moment. will come up in a while. it’s always nice to be humble when the time comes. haha. negativity isn’t humbleness. it’s something else. but watever. let me indulge in my self deception. don’t u know self deception is quite useful most of the time?

the gathering i’m most looking forward to is with the sphogirls. we’re closer! and i bought some presents for them. hope they like it.

ahh.. i’m still in a holiday mood… taking things slow when in fact i have like less than a week to rush my work. help. i hate the word procrastination. everyone’s using it proudly. like they’re so proud being a procrastinator? i’m embarrased to say this gives me an even bigger excuse to stay lazy.

xmas was a blast!

u’d think i made myself drunk at some foam beach party or gettin laid, right!!! how bout feasting on a big fat turkey with a delicious durian log cake???? hahaha.

 

u are wrong. am in an entertaining mood now. LOL.

 

i went fishing! at an extremely wonderful place in sibu, malaysia. i went to a kelong! any idea what’s a kelong? it’s like a house built on stilts in the middle of the sea. yes, how wonderful!

 

on xmas eve, we set off at 5:30am… and we only reached the tanjong leman jetty in jb at 9:30am. cool eh. there was a lil bit of a jam at the causeway, even if it’s 6am in the morning. hoho. as i sat in the car, i thought "hey, it’s xmas eve, why are there so many people coming in from malaysia still?" then i know why. silly me, i thought everyone’s as lucky as me. i ought to relish the fact that i’m fortunate enough.

 

anyway… so from the jetty to the kelong is like… 20-40 mins and god. i had seasick!!! luckily i had my pills.. though i forgot to pop them before i board the boat. watever. i had fishermen’s friend (sounds good doesn’t it) and my axe oil. haha i was thoroughly prepared for the rough ride. it was disgusting. from the jetty to a certain part of the open sea, the water was mud brown. then like as if it’s been clearly divided, the other portion was green. it’s like a layered cake of brown and green. how peculiar!

 

so we reached the kelong. wonderful. actually everyone went there to fish. and gosh.. the fish were really abundant. most of them fishers were guys.. girls like me, we fished for a while and went to do our stuff, like sleeping. LoL. it’s seriously a nice place to just rest and relax, read a book by the sea. feel the sea breeze. blows away all your troubles. and the food was good. and guess what? it’s just rm60 per person a day, and it includes 4 meals a day. how cool is that!!! and you don’t even need aircon when you sleep at night, and you get to wear ur jacket! hahaha. silly point 😛

 

now now, check out my photos!!

caught

yesterday was one helluva hot nite! aint had so much booze and fun in a long time. which was helluva cool.

 

went to crazy elephant’s, which’s just the place to be. the singer was AWESOME.

 

then to momo’s. first, i was disappointed. i’ve seen in mags pictures of the place. and it looked like some place where people can relax. i thought it was a chillout place.. with jazz music or somethin. it turned out to be like a discoteque. or it IS a discoteque. there wasn’t much space for people to stand – not to talk about sittin down! though they had nice sofa sets, they’re all reserved. but things turned for the better at 1am. rnb finally came ! but my ears are partially damaged now.. was standing just below the boom boxes. darn. waitin for it to recover before i give it another shock. hoho.

 

merry xmas.

human are such funny creatures

i was having a little debate with my oh-so-irritating-yet-cute student. he always asks why. so recently, he said "ahh.. time goes by so slow" (he wasn’t in the mood to study) then i said "yeah, havent u heard the lyrics? time goes by so slowly.. and time can do so much – that’s from the song, only you" then he said "wait. time flies. it doesn’t go slow." and i had a hard time explaining time can go fast and slow depending on how you look at it. usually, time goes really fast "time flies" when we have so many things to do and there is simply not enough time to do all. but time goes by really slowly when u’re doing something you loathe. or when u’re missing someone. that puts the speed of time in a totally different context. oh well. i hate it when he asks "why".

 

something about human mystifies me. but it’s like… perhaps it only happens to me – contradiction. when we don’t have something, we want it so bad. but when we have it, we feel that we don’t want it anymore. haha… or when we have something, we don’t want it. a good example will be big boobs. girls who have big boobs will want to reduce the size and girls who don’t, want big ones.

but a better example will be me. lol. i once yearned to go to italy and japan cos they had snow and autumn. being in an environment where it’s sun and rain whole year round aint cool. so.. i thought it’d be nice. but when i went to these two places, yes, i was elated. i got the cold weather and snow. but i only wanted it for a short while. not when i’m sleeping and not when cold winds are blowing together with snow. how bout rain in autumn? sitting down in the rain listenining to the mass at the vatican? horrible…. but there are still times in this terrible heat where i wish i could just teleport to belgium or somethin.. to have a taste of the snow – for 5 mins. but if i had only normal clothes and no sweater, 5 mins would lead to death would it not? i dont know. haha.

 

recently, i just received another web project. sigh. challenging, this one. now it’s a big company. i’ll hav eto make something good out of it. the downside is, the server takes like forever to update the files. like… at least 10 hours?! that’s …. i don’t know. unacceptable. thank god i’m not doing asp or i’ll die.

 

and hey. merry xmas guys.. i’ll be off to a kelong in johore! wee~

hm…

i’ve always had this hunch that she was active. and she really IS active. but what i didn’t expect, was her girlfriends too were active. especially that crazy girl from sjab who told me during JAE when i was a student helper there "you confirm i will get in or not! dun get in u die leh".

 

anyways, i was surfing on friendster and i came across a profile of this secondary school mate of mine. i was kinda taken aback. what she had there, were provocative poses of herself and her good friend (that crazy sjab girl) in bras, a silk cloth covering her probably bare body, her lying down with her legs apart (of course in jeans and a low cut top). and there were also poses of her sharing a lollipop with the sjab girl and them both kissing. it’s like the pics… are all attuned to set anyone’s loins stirring. and her nick was also suggestive which goes by the name of "playful". u get what i mean don’t ya.

 

of course, i wasn’t like totally shocked or anything. i’m not the most conservative person in the world. i’m just rather appalled at the new found dualities of these two people. i’m like. wow. i didn’t know they were such sensual creatures. and opened ones at that – maybe just for the good fun of it all. well, it’s just nice to know. ha! actually right now, i’m just waiting for them to come out with a new photoset of maybe…. even more daring poses like……..ehhe i shan’t say. but it’d be good eye candy.

 

seldom have i came across households who really prepare for xmas as extensive as the one i’m about to mention – my friend’s family. they have the most exquisite and lovely decors. u have a dancing pinoccio singing jolly old saint nicholas. u get a whole tinseltown-style christmas town, complete with a choo-choo-train and snow laden trees. the family we are so familiar with – the significance of xmas, yes. new born jesus in the cradle with mary and the disciples maybe. i’m not all that sure. i forgot my facts. and many others. walking into their house is like walking into wonderland. so much fun. so many toys, decors and music. his father even prepares himself. he’ll be providing much of the joy and cheer through his electric organ. he practices every other day. what a vibrant family. somehow, i dont know. it seemed like a fallacy. it just wasn’t perfect enough. oh well. nothing is perfect, is it?

enchanted evening. the memory still lingers.

that was truly an enchanted evening with 4 charming ladies. albeit the lack of masculine company, we still enjoyed ourselves. it’s been truly a first for all of us, baring our souls and thoughts to each other, knowing each other’s innermost secrets, our duality. and first time that we stopped becoming cinderellas altogether. it was truly wonderful 🙂

 

finally, i’m done in the video editing bogus project. but it doesn’t seem so. apparently, there’s never such a thing as a perfect work. i mean…. u might be satisfied with what u have done. but there’s always something to be improved. it’s just laziness and half heartedness that stops us from doing that. and of course, deadlines in real projects. but since mine’s part of my learning curve, the improvements are never ending. i didn’t know so many things could go into an edit, despite learning it in school. it’s tiresome… to learn and relearn, the neverending discoveries. but it makes the whole trip even more interesting.

 

and i’m down with saw throat. shucks. just when kayaking is this weekend!